Chapter 7: The Brother I Never Knew Existed
“Ask your father what happened to your baby brother.””
I read the message three times.
The words didn't change.
My baby brother.
I had spent seven years believing that my mother's illness had been the final tragedy in our family. I had believed that my father and I were the only two people left to carry her memories, that every photograph and every handwritten recipe was a piece of a life that could never return.
Now a stranger was telling me that another child had existed.
I looked at my father.
He had gone completely still.
“Dad?””
He didn't answer.
“Did Mom have another baby?””
His eyes filled with tears.
Daniel moved toward the window, checking the driveway before turning back to us.
“Richard,” he said quietly, “I think it's time.””
Dad shook his head.
“Not like this.””
“Then how?”” I demanded.
“How would you prefer I find out? Another anonymous text? Another letter hidden under a floorboard?””
My voice cracked.
“Was I supposed to discover that I had a brother after everyone who knew him was dead?””
Dad covered his face with both hands.
“No, sweetheart.””
“Then tell me!””
He lowered his hands.
For the first time since I had arrived home, I saw the man who had sat beside my mother's hospital bed, who had held me when I couldn't stop crying, who had promised that no matter what happened, he would never let me face the world alone.
And I saw a man who had kept something enormous from me.
“Your mother was pregnant before you were born,” he said.
I stared at him.
“What?””
“She lost the baby at twenty-four weeks. It was a boy.””
The room fell silent.
I tried to understand what he had said.
“Before I was born?””
Dad nodded.
“Years before you were born. Your mother was devastated. She didn't talk about it much, even with me.””
I swallowed.
“Then why did the message say my baby brother?””
“Because your mother became pregnant again when you were twelve.””
My knees weakened.
I grabbed the back of a chair.
“Twelve?””
Dad nodded, his eyes shining.
“She didn't know at first. She was taking medication for a hormonal condition, and the doctors told her pregnancy was unlikely. When she found out, she was terrified. She was also happy.””
I could barely speak.
“You never told me.””
“She wanted to wait until she was certain everything was all right.””
“What happened?””
Dad's gaze dropped to the floor.
“She lost him.””
The words were quiet.
Final.
I sat down.
For several seconds, I could hear nothing except the hum of the refrigerator and the wind outside.
I remembered being twelve. I remembered Mom spending a week in the hospital that summer. Dad had told me she was undergoing tests. When I asked why she was crying, he said the doctors had given her difficult news about her health.
I had believed him.
I had gone back to school, complained about homework, and worried about whether the girls at lunch liked me.
All the while, my mother had been grieving a child I never knew existed.
“Was he born alive?”” I whispered.
Dad closed his eyes.
“Yes.””
A tear slipped down his cheek.
“He lived for eleven minutes.””
I pressed my hand over my mouth.
“Did I ever see him?””
“No. You were staying with your aunt when it happened.””
“Did Mom hold him?””
Dad nodded.
“She named him Samuel.””
I looked toward the window, unable to bear the sight of his face.
“Why didn't she tell me?””
“She wanted to. But you were twelve, and she didn't know how to explain it. Then the years passed, and she kept telling herself she'd find the right moment.””
I wiped my cheeks.
“And the medication order?””
Dad looked at Daniel.
Daniel's expression was grave.
“That is what we need to investigate. Your mother believed the medication she received during her second pregnancy contributed to the complications. But she never established whether the treatment had been administered incorrectly or deliberately altered.””
I turned toward Victoria.
She was standing near the doorway, her face drained of color.
“You knew about Samuel?””
She nodded.
“How?””
“Your mother told me.””
“When?””
“After he died.””
I felt anger rising again.
“And you still kept this from me?””
Victoria's eyes filled with tears.
“I never wanted to hurt you.””
“You keep saying that as though it excuses everything.””
“It doesn't.””
The admission surprised me.
Victoria lowered herself into the chair beside the window.
“I met your mother through Harbor House. We became friends before we became business partners. She was the first person who treated me like I could be more than the mistakes I'd made.””
Daniel looked away.
Victoria continued.
“When she lost Samuel, I was there for her. I helped her arrange the funeral. I sat with her while your father tried to keep working because he didn't know how to deal with his grief.””
Dad's jaw tightened.
“I took time off work.””
“Eventually,” Victoria replied.
“But you were terrified of losing your family, and Helen was terrified that something had gone wrong medically. She needed answers. She needed someone to believe her.””
“And you did?”” I asked.
Victoria looked at me.
“At first.””
“What changed?””
She swallowed.
“Money. Fear. And a man who told me I would lose everything if I helped her.””
Daniel stepped forward.
“Who?””
Victoria shook her head.
“I don't know his real name.””
“You expect us to believe that?””
“I never saw his face clearly. He contacted me through intermediaries. He knew about Harbor House, about the hospital, about the medication records. He knew things no one outside the investigation should have known.””
My skin prickled.
“What did he want?””
“He wanted the original documents destroyed. He wanted your mother to stop asking questions.””
“And you agreed?””
Victoria's face crumpled.
“I was already in trouble over the money. I thought if I cooperated, he would leave me alone.””
Dad stared at her.
“You helped someone silence my wife?””
“I didn't know what he intended to do!””
“But you knew what you were doing to her.””
Victoria began to cry.
“Yes.””
The word was barely audible.
For once, she didn't try to defend herself.
Daniel opened his briefcase and removed a notebook.
“Did this man ever contact you in writing?””
Victoria nodded reluctantly.
“He sent instructions through an encrypted email account. I printed some of them before I deleted the messages.””
“Where are the printouts?””
“At my apartment.””
Dad gave a humorless laugh.
“You told me you had no documents connected to Harbor House.””
“I lied.””
“Of course you did.””
Victoria flinched.
I looked at her.
“Can you get them?””
“Yes.””
“Then we're going.””
Daniel immediately shook his head.
“No. Not until we know whether that message came from the same person.””
He held out his hand for my phone.
I passed it to him.
He studied the screen, then photographed the messages with his own device.
“Whoever sent this knows about Samuel, the medication order, and our location. That means they have access to information from the original investigation, or they're close to someone who does.””
Dad's expression hardened.
“Then we call the police.””
“We should,” Daniel replied.
“But we need to preserve the evidence and be careful about who we contact. Thomas Reed's death makes this more urgent.””
I stared at the message again.
Ask your father what happened to your baby brother.
There was something else bothering me.
The sender hadn't said, Ask your father about the baby.
They had called Samuel my brother.
As though the connection mattered.
As though his death had been part of something larger.
“Dad,” I said, “was Samuel's medical file ever reviewed?””
He nodded slowly.
“Your mother requested it.””
“Did she receive it?””
“I don't know.””
Daniel turned a page in his notebook.
“According to the hospital's records, the review was closed without a finding of misconduct. But if Helen believed the medication had been changed, there should have been an internal complaint.””
“Can we find it?””
“Yes. If the records still exist.””
I looked at Victoria.
“What did Mom tell you about the medication?””
Victoria wiped her face.
“She said the dosage had been changed without her consent. She remembered asking a nurse about it. The nurse told her the doctor had approved the change.””
“Did Mom know which doctor?””
“She said she had spoken to the attending physician. He denied ordering it.””
Daniel's pen stopped moving.
“Do you remember his name?””
Victoria closed her eyes.
“Dr. Alan Pierce.””
Daniel slowly looked up.
I saw recognition cross his face.
“You know him,” I said.
He nodded.
“He was the physician who signed the review after Helen's death.””
Dad gripped the table.
“Then we speak to him.””
Daniel shook his head.
“We can't assume he's involved. He may have been misled, or his signature may have been used without his knowledge.””
“Then we ask him,” I said.
Daniel studied me.
“Emily, I know you want answers. But if someone altered medication records and then covered up the investigation, we could be dealing with a serious crime. We need to let the authorities handle the medical evidence.””
I hated that he was right.
I hated that every answer led to another locked door.
And I hated most of all that my mother had apparently spent her final years afraid, while I had mistaken her silence for acceptance.
I picked up the blue box and placed Samuel's name, which Dad had written on a scrap of paper for me, inside the lid.
I didn't know why.
Perhaps I simply wanted him to have a place in the story.
Perhaps I wanted to stop being the only person in the room who had never known he existed.
Then my phone vibrated again.
A new message.
This time, there was an attachment.
A photograph of a hospital document.
The heading read:
*PATIENT: HELEN BENNETT*
*MEDICATION ADMINISTRATION RECORD*
Below it was a handwritten entry dated the night my mother died.
The dosage had been changed at 10:42 p.m.
The authorization field contained a name.
I zoomed in.
The handwriting was familiar.
Too familiar.
I looked at my father.
He stared at the screen, his lips parting.
Because the signature authorizing the medication change was not my mother's.
It wasn't Victoria's.
It was his.
And beneath the signature, in tiny printed letters, was a note that made my blood run cold.
*ORDER CONFIRMED BY FAMILY REPRESENTATIVE.*
Dad whispered, “I never signed that.””
Then he looked at me with terror in his eyes.
May you like
“Emily, someone has been using my name for years.””
And somewhere outside the house, a car door slammed.