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Chapter 3: The Girl Who Was Supposed to Be Dead

I didn't scream.

I didn't cry.

I simply stared at the photograph.

The woman in it was unfamiliar.

She had shoulder-length blonde hair, expensive sunglasses, and a smile that looked almost practiced.

The girl beside her was wearing a white dress.

Her dark curls fell around her shoulders.

And on her left wrist was a small silver bracelet.

I knew that bracelet.

I had bought it for Janice.

It was engraved with two tiny names.

JEREMY AND JANICE.

I had ordered matching bracelets for both twins.

Jeremy had lost his somewhere in the garden.

Janice had refused to take hers off.

My fingers trembled as I turned the photograph over.

The words were still there.

*SHE KNOWS HER REAL MOTHER.*

"Who is this woman?"" I asked.

Michael sat down slowly.

"Her name is Eleanor.""

"Where does she live?""

"I don't know.""

"Don't lie to me.""

"I'm not.""

I grabbed his sleeve.

"That is my daughter.""

Michael closed his eyes.

"Sarah, I know.""

"Then tell me where she is!""

David moved toward us.

"Michael, you need to leave.""

I turned on him.

"Don't speak.""

He stopped.

I had never spoken to my husband that way.

Not in our entire marriage.

But something had changed.

The man standing in front of me was no longer the father of my children.

He was a stranger wearing my husband's face.

Michael took a shaky breath.

"Eight years ago, David called me three days before the lake trip.""

"Why?""

"He needed money.""

David laughed.

"That's ridiculous.""

Michael ignored him.

"He told me he had a business opportunity. Something private. He said a woman was willing to pay a lot of money to take a child away from a family.""

I felt my fingers go numb.

"Take a child?""

"Yes.""

"Why?""

Michael looked down.

"She couldn't have children. She wanted a little girl.""

I stared at him.

"And David agreed?""

Michael nodded.

"At first, I thought he was joking. Then he showed me the paperwork.""

"What paperwork?""

"A birth certificate application. Medical records. Some kind of guardianship agreement.""

David stepped forward.

"That's enough.""

Michael raised his voice.

"No, it's not enough! You've been making me carry this for eight years!""

My father moved between them.

"David, sit down.""

David looked at him.

"Robert, stay out of this.""

Robert's face hardened.

"That's my granddaughter you're talking about.""

David turned away.

Michael continued.

"He said Eleanor had been looking for a child for years. She had money. Connections. She wanted someone young enough to raise as her own.""

I struggled to understand.

"But why Janice?""

Michael's eyes shifted toward David.

"Because she was the one he could get.""

The words hit me like a physical blow.

"Get?""

Michael nodded.

"He told me Jeremy was too difficult. Too attached to you. Janice was easier to separate from the family.""

I looked at my husband.

"How could you?""

David said nothing.

I stepped closer.

"How could you choose one of our children?""

He finally looked at me.

"Sarah, it wasn't like that.""

"Then what was it like?""

He opened his mouth.

Closed it.

And for the first time, I saw him searching for an explanation that might save him.

Michael explained that David had contacted him because he needed help arranging transportation.

He had asked Michael to find an isolated location where nobody would notice a second vehicle.

Michael claimed he refused to participate.

But he had done something worse.

He had stayed silent.

He had accepted money to keep quiet.

And after Janice disappeared, he had helped David create the story that she had drowned.

"Why didn't you tell the police?"" I demanded.

Michael rubbed his face.

"Because David told me the child was already gone. He said she'd been taken somewhere safe. He said if I talked, he'd tell Eleanor I had stolen money from the arrangement.""

"You let us bury an empty coffin.""

Michael started crying.

"I know.""

"You watched me visit that grave every year.""

"I know.""

"You watched my son stop speaking.""

"I know!""

He slammed his fist against the table.

Then he lowered his voice.

"I thought she was dead.""

I stared at him.

"What?""

"Not at first. But two years later, I heard something.""

"What did you hear?""

"That Eleanor had moved. That the little girl had been registered under another name.""

My heart began racing.

"What name?""

Michael shook his head.

"I never saw the papers.""

"Then how do you know it's Janice?""

He reached into his coat and removed another folded sheet.

It was a school photograph.

A little girl stood in the middle of a row of children.

Her hair was longer.

Her face was older.

But the dimple was unmistakable.

On the bottom was a printed name.

*JULIA ELEANOR HAYES.*

My vision blurred.

I touched the photograph.

"That's her.""

Jeremy approached slowly.

He looked at the girl.

Then he touched the picture with one finger.

He nodded.

I turned toward him.

"Are you sure, sweetheart?""

He nodded again.

Then he pulled a small notebook from his pocket.

He had carried it everywhere for years.

I had seen him write in it countless times.

I had assumed it was filled with private thoughts and drawings.

He opened it.

On the first page was a sentence written in careful handwriting.

*JANICE IS ALIVE.*

My breath stopped.

I turned the page.

*DAD SAID HE WOULD BRING HER BACK.*

Another page.

*HE SAID IF I TOLD MOM, HE WOULD MAKE HER DISAPPEAR AGAIN.*

My knees nearly gave way.

Jeremy reached for my hand.

I pulled him into my arms.

"Oh, baby.""

He buried his face against my shoulder.

I held him so tightly that he began to shake.

For eight years, my son had carried the truth alone.

Eight years of watching his mother mourn a living child.

Eight years of listening to adults explain that his sister was gone.

And every time he looked at his father, he saw the man who had taken her.

"Jeremy," I whispered, "why didn't you tell me?""

He pulled back.

His eyes were red.

He looked at David.

Then he wrote another sentence.

*HE SAID YOU WOULD DIE TOO.*

I stopped breathing.

David shook his head.

"That's not true.""

Jeremy wrote again.

*HE SAID HE WOULD PUT YOU IN THE LAKE.*

My father lunged toward David.

"You threatened your own wife?""

David raised both hands.

"He was five years old! He misunderstood!""

Jeremy began shaking.

I held his shoulders.

"Look at me, sweetheart. You're safe.""

He stared at me.

I wanted to believe those words.

But I was beginning to understand why he had been silent.

He hadn't been unable to speak.

He had been afraid of what would happen if he did.

A knock sounded at the front door.

Everyone turned.

It was nearly ten at night.

Margaret wiped her cheeks.

"Who could that be?""

David looked at the clock.

Then he looked at Michael.

Michael's face changed.

"Did you tell anyone you were coming here?""

David didn't answer.

Another knock.

Harder this time.

Then a woman's voice came through the door.

"Sarah?""

My entire body went cold.

I knew that voice.

Not because I had heard it before.

Because it sounded like someone who had spent a long time practicing what she would say.

"Sarah, my name is Eleanor Hayes. I think we need to talk.""

David moved toward the door.

I stepped in front of him.

"Don't.""

He stared at me.

"Sarah, you don't know what you're doing.""

"Actually, David, I think I'm finally starting to understand.""

I opened the door.

A woman stood on the porch.

She was perhaps in her late forties, dressed in a cream coat, with perfectly arranged blonde hair.

Her hands were trembling.

Behind her stood a teenage girl.

She was holding a pink stuffed rabbit.

The girl looked past me.

Her eyes moved across the hallway.

Then she saw Jeremy.

She stopped.

Jeremy stopped too.

For several seconds, neither of them moved.

Then the girl whispered something.

"Jeremy?""

My son let go of my hand.

He took one step forward.

The girl dropped the rabbit.

She covered her mouth.

"Oh my God.""

Jeremy's face crumpled.

He tried to speak.

His throat worked.

Nothing came out.

Then the girl ran toward him.

She wrapped her arms around his waist.

And he finally managed to whisper one word.

"Janice.""

I collapsed against the doorframe.

My daughter was alive.

My little girl.

Older now.

Taller.

But alive.

I reached toward her.

"Baby?""

Janice looked up.

Her eyes filled with tears.

"Mom?""

I pulled her into my arms.

For the first time in eight years, all three of us were together.

But behind us, David hadn't moved.

He stood in the dining room, staring at Eleanor.

And Eleanor was staring back at him.

There was no relief in her expression.

No surprise.

Only anger.

"Why did you bring her here?"" David demanded.

Eleanor's jaw tightened.

"Because I couldn't keep lying.""

"You promised.""

"I promised to protect her.""

"You promised never to tell.""

Eleanor looked at me.

Then at Janice.

And finally at Jeremy.

"There's something else you need to know," she said.

My arms tightened around my daughter.

"What?""

Eleanor took a shaky breath.

"David didn't bring Janice to me because I couldn't have children.""

I stared at her.

"Then why?""

She looked directly at my husband.

"Because eight years ago, David told me Janice wasn't his daughter.""

The room went silent.

I looked at David.

Then at Eleanor.

Then at my daughter.

"What did you just say?""

Eleanor's eyes filled.

"He told me that Janice was the result of an affair. He said you had never wanted her. He said he was giving her to me because he believed you would never fight for a child who wasn't yours.""

I felt something inside me collapse.

"That's a lie.""

"I know," Eleanor whispered.

"Then why did you believe him?""

She looked down at Janice.

"Because he gave me a DNA report.""

David stepped forward.

"That's enough!""

Eleanor flinched but didn't stop.

"I believed him for years. I raised her thinking I was protecting a little girl from a mother who didn't want her.""

Janice began crying.

I held her face between my hands.

"Sweetheart, none of that was true. You were always wanted. Every single day.""

She nodded.

Then she looked at David.

Her expression changed.

It wasn't confusion.

It was fear.

"Mom," she whispered, "Dad told me something else.""

I turned toward her.

"What, baby?""

Janice swallowed.

"He told me Jeremy was the reason I couldn't come home.""

I felt my blood run cold.

Jeremy stepped beside his sister.

He looked at her.

Then he turned toward David.

For the first time, my son raised his voice.

"Tell her the truth.""

David's face twisted.

And Janice began to explain what her father had told her about the night she disappeared.

But before she could finish, Eleanor pulled a document from her handbag.

It was an old DNA report.

She placed it on the dining-room table.

Then she pointed to one name.

Not David's.

Not mine.

May you like

A third name.

*THE MAN WHO HAD PAID FOR JANICE.*

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