Chapter 4: My Sister Was Afraid of Something
“Mia, open up. I need to tell you something before you leave.””
Brianna's voice trembled on the other side of the door.
I stood motionless, staring at the handle.
For the past eleven months, I had wished my younger sister would finally tell me the truth about something. Anything. I had imagined her admitting that she was jealous, that she hated hearing Dad praise me, or that she had deliberately ruined my dress because she couldn't stand the thought of me having one special day.
But I had never imagined hearing fear in her voice.
“What do you want?”” I asked.
“Please, just open the door.””
“Why?””
“Because I can't explain this through a door.””
I looked at the photograph on my phone.
The handwritten warning.
The old birthday card.
The faint blue ink.
The similarities were impossible to ignore, but I still couldn't prove Brianna had written the note. I wasn't even certain the warning and the damaged dress were connected.
Yet something had changed.
Brianna wasn't laughing anymore.
I unlocked the door but kept one hand on the handle.
She slipped inside quickly, then glanced over her shoulder before I closed it.
Her eyes immediately went to the dress.
For several seconds, she said nothing.
The white flowers climbed across the blue stains, transforming the damage into something delicate. The silver details shimmered in the morning light.
Brianna's expression shifted.
“You actually fixed it?””
“I made it wearable.””
She stepped closer, studying the bodice.
“You stayed up all night doing this?””
“Why do you care?””
She looked away.
“I'm just asking.””
“No, Brianna. You don't get to pretend we're having a normal conversation.””
Her jaw tightened.
I pointed toward the desk.
“Did you write that note?””
Her eyes followed my finger.
The paper lay beside the old card.
For one brief moment, she looked as though she might deny everything.
Then she picked up the note.
“Where did you find this?””
“Under my door.””
“When?””
“After you went to bed.””
She read the words again.
Don't wear the dress tomorrow.
Her fingers began to tremble.
I watched her carefully.
“You wrote it, didn't you?””
She didn't answer.
“Brianna.””
“It's not that simple.””
I laughed bitterly.
“Of course it isn't. Nothing ever is when you have to take responsibility.””
Her head snapped up.
“You think everything is about responsibility!””
“I think you poured paint on my dress and lied about it.””
“I know what I did!””
The sudden force in her voice surprised me.
She immediately lowered it.
“I'm not saying I didn't.””
For the first time, Brianna had acknowledged what happened without calling it an accident.
I felt a strange mixture of relief and anger.
“So why?””
She stared at the floor.
“Because I was angry.””
“You already told me that.””
“No. You don't understand.””
“Then explain it.””
She opened her mouth, but no words came out.
I waited.
For once, I refused to rescue her from the silence.
Finally, she whispered, “Mom told me you weren't going to wear the dress.””
I frowned.
“What?””
“She said you were thinking about changing your outfit because you didn't want everyone looking at you.””
“That makes no sense.””
“I know.””
“Then why would you believe her?””
Brianna looked at the dress again.
“Because I wanted to.””
The honesty of that answer struck harder than another insult.
She swallowed.
“I wanted you to be upset. I wanted you to miss your ceremony. I wanted Dad to stop talking about how perfect you are.””
I folded my arms.
“So you destroyed something I worked eleven months to buy.””
“Yes.””
“And then you lied.””
“Yes.””
“And Mom defended you.””
Her eyes filled with tears.
“I didn't ask her to.””
“You didn't have to.””
Brianna flinched.
For a moment, I thought she would start crying again, the way she had downstairs.
But she wiped her eyes before a tear could fall.
“I deserve that.””
I didn't respond.
She looked toward the door.
“I shouldn't have done it.””
“No, you shouldn't have.””
“I know.””
The room became painfully quiet.
I wanted to feel satisfied.
I wanted her admission to make the night less awful, to somehow return the hours I had spent crying over the ruined dress.
Instead, I felt exhausted.
“Is that why you wrote the note?”” I asked.
She shook her head.
“Not exactly.””
“Then what does it mean?””
She pressed her lips together.
“Mia, I need you to promise me something.””
“No.””
She blinked.
“You haven't even heard what I'm going to ask.””
“I've spent years promising not to tell Dad when you do something wrong. I've promised not to complain when you take my things. I've promised not to make Mom upset when you get your way.””
I stepped closer.
“I'm done making promises that only protect you.””
Brianna looked genuinely shaken.
“Please. This is different.””
“Then tell me what's different.””
She glanced at the dress.
“Did you look inside the lining?””
My stomach tightened.
“Yes.””
“Did you find anything?””
“Only a loose seam.””
Her face went pale.
“What else?””
“Nothing.””
She looked as though she wanted to say something, but fear stopped her.
I reached into my pocket and took out the folded note.
“Did you write this?””
She stared at it.
Then she nodded.
“Yes.””
The answer came so quietly I almost missed it.
I sat down on the edge of the bed.
“Why?””
Brianna rubbed her hands together.
“Because I found something.””
“What?””
“Yesterday, before I poured the paint, I saw Mom in your room.””
I looked up sharply.
“When?””
“While you were downstairs with the decorations.””
My mind raced back through the previous afternoon.
I had left the dress in its garment bag and gone downstairs to help prepare the house. Mom had been in the kitchen when I left.
At least, I thought she had.
“What was she doing?””
Brianna hesitated.
“She was looking through the garment bag.””
“Why?””
“I don't know.””
“You expect me to believe you suddenly care about what happens to my dress?””
“No.””
Her voice cracked.
“I expect you not to believe me until I can show you.””
That stopped me.
Brianna had never spoken to me like that.
She usually demanded that I accept her explanations immediately, then accused me of being cruel if I questioned them.
Now she seemed frightened of her own words.
“What did you see?”” I asked.
She took a deep breath.
“Mom pulled something out of the lining.””
My fingers tightened around the note.
“What something?””
“I couldn't see clearly. It was small, like an envelope or a folded piece of paper.””
“Did she take it?””
“I think so.””
“Where did she put it?””
“I don't know. I was at the top of the stairs. She heard me moving, so I went back to my room.””
I stared at her.
“Why didn't you tell me yesterday?””
Brianna's eyes filled again.
“Because I was going to ruin your dress anyway.””
The admission sat between us.
She hadn't suddenly become innocent.
She hadn't become a different person overnight.
She had chosen to hurt me, and only afterward had she become afraid of what else might happen.
“After the paint spilled,” she continued, “Mom asked me whether I had seen anything inside your dress.””
I felt my heart begin to race.
“What did you say?””
“I told her I hadn't.””
“Why?””
“Because I didn't want her to know I had been upstairs before you came home.””
I stared at my sister.
“And the note?””
“I wrote it after I heard Mom talking to Richard.””
“What did they say?””
Brianna looked toward the door again.
“I couldn't hear everything. But I heard Richard say the dress couldn't be allowed at the ceremony.””
A cold sensation spread through my chest.
“Why?””
“I don't know.””
“You must have some idea.””
“I swear I don't.””
She looked at me desperately.
“That's why I came here. I thought if you wore the dress, whatever Mom was worried about might happen in front of everyone.””
I stood.
“So you want me to change because you think something is wrong with my dress?””
“Yes.””
“After you destroyed it?””
“I know how that sounds.””
“It sounds insane.””
“I know!””
Her voice rose, then fell into a whisper.
“I made a terrible mistake. I thought ruining the dress would make you look bad. I thought you'd cry, and everyone would get angry at you, and Dad would finally stop praising you.””
She wiped her face.
“But then I saw what Mom was doing, and I realized there was something else happening.””
I studied her.
I didn't know whether to believe her.
Part of me wanted to throw her out and tell her that whatever trouble she had helped create was hers to deal with.
Another part couldn't ignore the fear in her eyes.
“If you knew Mom had taken something from my dress,” I said, “why didn't you tell me before?””
“Because I was scared.””
“Of Mom?””
Brianna nodded.
That frightened me more than anything else she had said.
Our mother could be strict. She could be unfair. She could make me feel guilty for the smallest disagreement.
But Brianna had always been the child she protected.
If Brianna was afraid of her, there was something I didn't understand.
A knock sounded at the door.
Both of us froze.
“Mia?”” Mom called.
“Are you getting ready?””
Brianna grabbed my wrist.
“Don't tell her I was here.””
I pulled away.
“Why should I protect you?””
“Because she doesn't know I wrote the note.””
The handle moved.
Brianna backed toward my closet, then stopped.
“Please,” she whispered.
“Just give me a little time.””
I looked at her, then at the door.
I could expose her right now.
I could tell Mom that Brianna had admitted everything about the paint, the note, and the conversation she had overheard.
But I still didn't know whether Brianna was telling me the truth about what she had seen.
And I wasn't going to let my family turn another uncertain moment into a reason to blame me.
I stepped toward the door.
“I'm getting ready,” I called.
“Open up.””
“I need privacy.””
There was a pause.
Then Mom said, “Fine. But don't make us late.””
Her footsteps receded.
Brianna emerged from the closet area.
“I should go.””
I nodded toward the note.
“I'm keeping that.””
“Okay.””
“And if I find out you're lying about any of this—”
“You can tell Dad everything.””
I stared at her.
She looked exhausted.
“I mean it, Mia. I'm not asking you to forgive me. I know I don't deserve that.””
For the first time, I believed she understood that saying sorry wouldn't automatically erase what she had done.
But understanding wasn't the same as making things right.
“Go,” I said.
She opened the door a fraction, checked the hallway, and slipped outside.
I remained beside my desk, holding the warning.
My sister had finally admitted to destroying my dress.
She had also given me a reason to suspect that someone else had been interfering with it before the paint ever touched the fabric.
I looked at the gown.
The blue stains.
The disturbed seam.
The missing inner loop.
And suddenly, I understood why someone might be so desperate to keep it away from the ceremony.
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Whatever was hidden in that dress, my family had gone to extraordinary lengths to keep me from asking questions.
And I was running out of time.
